Hmmm

Lets see wot happen today??hmmmmmmmmmmm... answer is.. nothing speacial,

just i dun knw that today have to practice cheerleader... and.. things still going on

way they should be,the "friend" is still in a cold war,I'll NEVER say a word first for

this time..why the hell I must be the one who talk 1st when had an argue??

And the so call "brother" straight away run when the time we suppose to meet...great!

Do I Care?

Do I care wot ppl think about me?? Honestly I would like to say NO but...

the answer obviously is a YES.. I DO care wot ppl think about me.. but wot can

i do to stop? No one have this power right?

And.. hell ya.. Do u guys wot the feeling of getting hated by two friends in one day?

I DO bcz my friend make it clear today that he hate me..bcz I'm annoying,violence,and?

but..i dun really care anymore...

the other one, is my so call "brother"..he start to hate me bcz I've done something he

doesn't like much..and.. i remove him from the relation of brother in the facebook..

i dun think he care.. but.. it's gay but i still need to say, my heart is bleeding..

it's seriously damn fuc*ing hurt!But, wot cn i do? I deserve this didn't i?

no one will gv a pity on me, or care.. bcz I'm just who I'm,get all the ppl hate me

after they knw me..feel like i dun wan to have friends anymore,but i can't..

Well.. Guess that I abandon my blog for too long~XD

hmm...actually my mood is quite down this few days...

我就写华语吧。我真的觉得自己好犯贱。明明知道他不在乎，但就是无法

预制自己去想他，找他。。我真的不想在谈感情的事了.

写到这里突然发觉自己很像除了这些就不曾写过一些有意义的事了

还蛮失败的说.好吧。停止！

今天老师把明年的选科放在布告兰上了，我竟然拿了地理和高数！

这两科很像都不是我的强项也。。完蛋了.>__<

Why??

I think... Actually.. I dun knw wot i wan from this friend...

I'm the one who always find this friend 1st.. But I'm not doing it

anymore.. I've got enough with this "friend".. The "friend who always

finding others... I dun knw wot am i talking about nw...

!@£$%^&*(O

Well.....

I've lost a friend... And... I couldn't tell who's fault it is to caused it...

But I do really don't want to lost this friend... So.. I choose to say sorry...

But do this "friend" really deserve it?? Honestly.. I don't really think so...

But the things is... I think i fall into this "friend"... I don't want to.. But human

feeling is thing that i didn't manage to control it...

Wot should I do?? I'm pretty confuse now... Somebody help me?

我讨厌我自己

是的。。如标题所说，我讨厌我自己

因为我找不到我的一叮点的优点。

我终是那个说得容易但永远不动手得那个！！

我要怎么改变我自己？

看着吧，我现在这样说，但是过了一下子我又

会回复到那个可恨的我。。明年将是16岁了

问问我自己，专长是什么？》》没有

成就？没有。。我还真是一个一无四处的

只会花钱的败家子。。。可悲

～

12月了。。问问我自己，今年里学了什么？

答案大概就是＝乱花钱。

是的，我花钱的功力比以前厉害了。。

然而，这并不是一件好事！！

对我自己还蛮失望的。。haih