I always thought I forget already..But now seems to be..

Saw your picture just now..Just bring up all my memory...I thought after 2 years it will be forgotten..But seems like i was wrong..

You become more and more good looking than the past..I know i should've let go.. That's wot i always said to other people.. But I

just realize..in deep down.. i still feel for you..the picture is just like a trigger..pull up all the image of u..i dun know wot to do..

This is Fishy~~She is...hmmm...well..she is the hardest person to get to know in three of them...XD...We met in tuition for the first time..then, in night study I lost my eraser..so i borrow from her..here my conversation with her..>>"fish, can i borrow ur eraser?"she was like>>"hand her eraser in a silent mode..plus the eyes is like saying..did i knw u freak??"xD..but..after a COUPLE month latter...we finally become friends..xDD








This is Paul Benjamin aka Pauly.. Well...our first met is the first day that i transfered to Kian Kok..He is our class monitor.. uiseh~~xD..we r just normal friends at the first..but..our friendships getting closer and closer since he sms me...xDD..









This is Chou Chou...I still remember the first day we met...hmm..That's is the 1st day I join the concert band to the sport complex to have a show..and...of course we didn't went to class after the show..(because we r all good student..xD)..and.. many people fall as sleep...including me..=]..and..when I woke up, this girl run to me excitedly and said..i wan to show u something~~than...it's my pic that she took when i slept..Honestly.. i was surprise because a girl as pretty as her usually dun speak to stranger like me.(0.o)..but...she just did...and after that we found we r at the same tuition..then,our friendships start to begin..(^.^)

It's A Raining Nite

Yeap... It's raining outside..I'm so happy with it.. Dun knw why..somehow I just love the rain.. Listen to the rain will make my sense calm and feel relax..Kinda weirdo huh?XD..And.. I slept from 2:30 to 6pm just now..without air-conditioner... That's a miracle isn't it?XD..But..Wake up in sweaty cloth really not a thing I like it much...==..

Hmm...

Actually... Every time I really dun knw wot should i write the title...Because I really dun knw...Hmm...Let's talk about today...Yeap..i went to the German restaurant that near my school..And the comment is...It's just still ok...And... We need to pay a price for it! The "price" here not that "price" that use money to count..It is....We late...So...Our punishment is to clean the place that to hang our cloths...But do u guys really think that is it? NOPE...We have to "pluck" the plant from the drain..And the reason is...."because it will block the drain"..[=_=]"...So...I think we r more like playing compare to being punish..XDD..

Life

Sometimes,I'll had these feelings,feelings that I wanted to just stay in a imagination world,and never come back to reality.. Maybe to be in The Sim,this world is more easier to survive..and of course..things are under control... There's no racist in the small imagination world..You do wot u want if u can, if u failed,restart the game and start it over again.But can we really do this in reality world? NO we can't...We can't just go to suicide and restart our life back again.. We need to face the consequences after we did something.. I think that's why now lot of people would love to stay in the internet world instead of real world..People are scare,including me.We scare the "look" and the "think" of other people..We worry if we are don't done perfectly people will laugh at us,ashamed us..If u ask, "are u happy"? For sure, I'll answer.."oh yes, of course I'm happy.. I have a greatest father in the world,he always try his best to get wot I want..And I have a mother that can talk like friends,and a sister that love me so much"..I get mostly whatever I wanted..But deep inside...There is a things that cause me..No matter how happy I'm, I might not be 100% happy..I might need to learn how to let go for "treat" this problem..I dun know how long I need to let go,but,all I can do is just wait..Because the world won't stop for u..Things need to move on...Honestly...I'm tired...I just didn't find out why am I born yet..I felt stress in front of every body..Thinking that am I too girlish? Am I too rude or whatever... I just hope that world can stop and rest for a while..Or give me a break..

Hmmm

Lets see wot happen today??hmmmmmmmmmmm... answer is.. nothing speacial,

just i dun knw that today have to practice cheerleader... and.. things still going on

way they should be,the "friend" is still in a cold war,I'll NEVER say a word first for

this time..why the hell I must be the one who talk 1st when had an argue??

And the so call "brother" straight away run when the time we suppose to meet...great!

Do I Care?

Do I care wot ppl think about me?? Honestly I would like to say NO but...

the answer obviously is a YES.. I DO care wot ppl think about me.. but wot can

i do to stop? No one have this power right?

And.. hell ya.. Do u guys wot the feeling of getting hated by two friends in one day?

I DO bcz my friend make it clear today that he hate me..bcz I'm annoying,violence,and?

but..i dun really care anymore...

the other one, is my so call "brother"..he start to hate me bcz I've done something he

doesn't like much..and.. i remove him from the relation of brother in the facebook..

i dun think he care.. but.. it's gay but i still need to say, my heart is bleeding..

it's seriously damn fuc*ing hurt!But, wot cn i do? I deserve this didn't i?

no one will gv a pity on me, or care.. bcz I'm just who I'm,get all the ppl hate me

after they knw me..feel like i dun wan to have friends anymore,but i can't..

Well.. Guess that I abandon my blog for too long~XD

hmm...actually my mood is quite down this few days...

我就写华语吧。我真的觉得自己好犯贱。明明知道他不在乎，但就是无法

预制自己去想他，找他。。我真的不想在谈感情的事了.

写到这里突然发觉自己很像除了这些就不曾写过一些有意义的事了

还蛮失败的说.好吧。停止！

今天老师把明年的选科放在布告兰上了，我竟然拿了地理和高数！

这两科很像都不是我的强项也。。完蛋了.>__<

Why??

I think... Actually.. I dun knw wot i wan from this friend...

I'm the one who always find this friend 1st.. But I'm not doing it

anymore.. I've got enough with this "friend".. The "friend who always

finding others... I dun knw wot am i talking about nw...

!@£$%^&*(O

Well.....

I've lost a friend... And... I couldn't tell who's fault it is to caused it...

But I do really don't want to lost this friend... So.. I choose to say sorry...

But do this "friend" really deserve it?? Honestly.. I don't really think so...

But the things is... I think i fall into this "friend"... I don't want to.. But human

feeling is thing that i didn't manage to control it...

Wot should I do?? I'm pretty confuse now... Somebody help me?