好久没有上blog了。。好怀念。。

天啊~我多久没有上blog啦？？真是太久咯。。哈哈。。虽然说我没有上，但我可是有写的．．．就从这里开始吧～
７月３０日
我昨天办到了！我一整天都没有找他（在此申明一下，他是我喜欢的人）．．．真是不敢相信我办到了！！过几天到我生日了，希望可以跟我朋友庆祝～＇他＇说他不能来．．ｗｔｆｈ．．．算了吧。。反正超想找我朋友来庆祝我生日的。。希望可以玩得疯狂！！这里拟定我想请的朋友吧～如果你的名字不在这不要怪我哦。。你要来也欢迎～告诉我一声就行了。ＶＩＶＩＡＮ，ＬＩＨＡＮ（我不介意你带Ｍ来噢），ＥＬＮＡ，ＳＨＡＲＯＮ，ＭＥＩＣＨＥＡ，ＲＩＣＫＹ，ＡＨＤＡＩ，ＸＩＮＷＥＩ，ＡＬＤＥＮ，ＮＡＴＨ，ＸＩＡＯＱＩＡＮＧ．．我只能想到这么多而已。。自己来找我吧～
７月３１日
昨天跟他讲了一个多小时的电话。。有开心到。。哈哈。。他说如果要他出席我的生日有个条件。。条件是什么？？？不能说～哈哈。。好吧。。今天到此为止

About yesterday

yesterday went to watch Narnia at the cinema... But actually we are plain to watch Kung Fu Panda...but Labuan not yet got... So change to watch Narnia...haha... quite nice thou... but let me think about all the thing at england...erm...don't know wat to write now...continue when my mood back than..XD ...sorry lo...

About yesterday

yesterday went to watch Narnia at the cinema... But actually we are plain to watch Kung Fu Panda...but Labuan not yet got... So change to watch Narnia...haha... quite nice thou... but let me think about all the thing at england...erm...don't know wat to write now...continue when my mood back than..XD ...sorry lo...

想

昨夜，我学会了失眠，一整夜都在想着他的事情。或许，我本来就不应该认识他，又或者不要打开心扉来接受他。“用放弃作为赌注，输了，也只是对方不够爱你。”这是我的一个好朋友曾经说过的话，而我，彻底的输了。曾经以为，无论我变成什么样子，他都会依然爱我。但我发现，我错了。人，往往只是会一味的说着承诺。但能遵守曾诺的却没有几个人。他曾经说过会爱我，无论 怎么样的我，但是我知道现在是不可能的了。他说：我们可以成为朋友，但我是个贪心的人，我不想和我爱的人只能有着这可悲的朋友关系。既然事情是由我开始 的，那么也应该由我来结束它。现在，我只是还欠他一个电话号码，另一个人的电话号码。还清以后，我想我们不会再联络了吧。既然他现在那么讨厌我，何必再苦 苦追求呢？我一直跟自己说。但我放得下吗？不知道，没有人可以预测未来的事情。再见了，我曾经深深爱过的那个人。祝福你可以找到一个爱你的人。Today i didn't go to school... XD... bcoz yesterday drink a lot of beer...so today had a bad headache...hope u today hav a nice day... i ever said that i wont bother u again... i will do it when we r over..but i can't control that missing u,and loving u... i hate myself that i fall in love with u ... but B4 i leave,juz wan to ask u a question,did u ever love me??? i juz wan to knw that... hope u can answer me honestly... oh ya..that day i say that i will post the pic in Taiwan,but sry that i dint post it...bcoz it is too many,and i dont know choose which one to post...so if u wan to see juz tell me ya...hahabut i think nobody wan to see it... ok than. stop here , will update when i free...^^

Today just come back from Taiwan

Today juz come bac from Taiwan,hehe....... So happy at there....hav a nice trip......will post the picture 2moro..... The Shannon ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go to scare me......W>T>H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Call to my hse and scare me only............ So stupid!!!i mean me.....haih......hope i can scare him back....wakaka....i'm evil....okay than..stop this topic......erm....shop a lot at Taiwan there.....(^_^) Bought a lot of clothes there......and i love those so much.....oh ya, i bought a Sun Glasses...it so nice man!!!!like it.....but quiet expensive thou....... Cost me $3800>>Taiwan Money<<(*.*)... All the Thing at Taiwan so expensive!!! But fashion than my country lah....so nvm to spend the more money....wakaka..... I miss the ppl so much!!!!! but not the *J* ah.....don't 误会。。。hehe...

Happy day

Today so happy....haha....the reason is...dont want tell....wakaka....but also abit upset....reason is bcoz that person....that person today dint spoke to me man!! *** !!!i hate u!!!
and today finally stop argue with L.P.... And the Ivan bit me!!! Ivan.D.K!!u know that very pain???haha...but i'm the person who start to bit 1st.....wakaka...
and Holidays here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so happy...can play until crazy....
but the Mother Fu**er teacher >>Nik<
oh ya,i will go to Taiwan when this holidays.....look forward to go there.....so next week wont update my blog.....no time+no internet...(T.T)i will miss u...>>internet<

ok than...stop here.....i will post the pic at Taiwan when i come back...........BY3

似乎

我似乎没试过写一篇全篇华语的文章，今天就试看吧。。。

*J*！！我真的很希望你可以成为我的恋人，我虽然很爱你，但却没勇气跟你说一声我爱你。幸好你还接我电话，不然我真的不知该怎么办才好。天啊！为什么我偏偏爱的是你？真的不懂为什么上帝他老人家这么喜欢捉弄我。谁说时间可以冲淡一切？骗人的！为什么我竟然越来越爱你？越来越想你？笨蛋！我爱你！你竟然是那么的完美，我真的爱你爱到无法自拔。我希望我们能有更进一步的发展。我好想与你在一起。一辈子实在太长，谁也无法控制，也无法估计。但我却希望与你共度我这一辈子的时间。就算我们只能在一起5年，我也甘愿。我真的很想大声的说出我爱你，但却害怕，担心向你告白以后，你会避开我，甚至躲我。我不想要这样的结果。我想与你成为恋人，好朋友。我真的很渴望被人爱的感觉。我要与你，*J*谈恋爱！就算不能公开也没关系。我只要他爱我，我也爱他就够了。不需要任何人的许可及认同。我只想谈一场甜蜜而幸福的恋爱。