I feel lost.. Everyone is going to university that they want and they seems to be know exactly wot they doing.. But I have no idea wot my future is.. And I'm stil stuck in this stupid place when all of my friend are having their new study life overseas... Life.. Sometime confused one's heart and mind.. Wo should I do?

Got my 1st tatoo!! oh yeah~!

haha...as i said... just got my new tattoo...

how does it feel like??hmm... it pain in some spot

but some spot u only can feel the vibration.. but still

i LOVE it!xD

I always thought I forget already..But now seems to be..

Saw your picture just now..Just bring up all my memory...I thought after 2 years it will be forgotten..But seems like i was wrong..

You become more and more good looking than the past..I know i should've let go.. That's wot i always said to other people.. But I

just realize..in deep down.. i still feel for you..the picture is just like a trigger..pull up all the image of u..i dun know wot to do..

This is Fishy~~She is...hmmm...well..she is the hardest person to get to know in three of them...XD...We met in tuition for the first time..then, in night study I lost my eraser..so i borrow from her..here my conversation with her..>>"fish, can i borrow ur eraser?"she was like>>"hand her eraser in a silent mode..plus the eyes is like saying..did i knw u freak??"xD..but..after a COUPLE month latter...we finally become friends..xDD








This is Paul Benjamin aka Pauly.. Well...our first met is the first day that i transfered to Kian Kok..He is our class monitor.. uiseh~~xD..we r just normal friends at the first..but..our friendships getting closer and closer since he sms me...xDD..









This is Chou Chou...I still remember the first day we met...hmm..That's is the 1st day I join the concert band to the sport complex to have a show..and...of course we didn't went to class after the show..(because we r all good student..xD)..and.. many people fall as sleep...including me..=]..and..when I woke up, this girl run to me excitedly and said..i wan to show u something~~than...it's my pic that she took when i slept..Honestly.. i was surprise because a girl as pretty as her usually dun speak to stranger like me.(0.o)..but...she just did...and after that we found we r at the same tuition..then,our friendships start to begin..(^.^)

It's A Raining Nite

Yeap... It's raining outside..I'm so happy with it.. Dun knw why..somehow I just love the rain.. Listen to the rain will make my sense calm and feel relax..Kinda weirdo huh?XD..And.. I slept from 2:30 to 6pm just now..without air-conditioner... That's a miracle isn't it?XD..But..Wake up in sweaty cloth really not a thing I like it much...==..

Hmm...

Actually... Every time I really dun knw wot should i write the title...Because I really dun knw...Hmm...Let's talk about today...Yeap..i went to the German restaurant that near my school..And the comment is...It's just still ok...And... We need to pay a price for it! The "price" here not that "price" that use money to count..It is....We late...So...Our punishment is to clean the place that to hang our cloths...But do u guys really think that is it? NOPE...We have to "pluck" the plant from the drain..And the reason is...."because it will block the drain"..[=_=]"...So...I think we r more like playing compare to being punish..XDD..

Life

Sometimes,I'll had these feelings,feelings that I wanted to just stay in a imagination world,and never come back to reality.. Maybe to be in The Sim,this world is more easier to survive..and of course..things are under control... There's no racist in the small imagination world..You do wot u want if u can, if u failed,restart the game and start it over again.But can we really do this in reality world? NO we can't...We can't just go to suicide and restart our life back again.. We need to face the consequences after we did something.. I think that's why now lot of people would love to stay in the internet world instead of real world..People are scare,including me.We scare the "look" and the "think" of other people..We worry if we are don't done perfectly people will laugh at us,ashamed us..If u ask, "are u happy"? For sure, I'll answer.."oh yes, of course I'm happy.. I have a greatest father in the world,he always try his best to get wot I want..And I have a mother that can talk like friends,and a sister that love me so much"..I get mostly whatever I wanted..But deep inside...There is a things that cause me..No matter how happy I'm, I might not be 100% happy..I might need to learn how to let go for "treat" this problem..I dun know how long I need to let go,but,all I can do is just wait..Because the world won't stop for u..Things need to move on...Honestly...I'm tired...I just didn't find out why am I born yet..I felt stress in front of every body..Thinking that am I too girlish? Am I too rude or whatever... I just hope that world can stop and rest for a while..Or give me a break..